She began to hate herself and have suicidal thoughts. She refused to get out of bed and developed an eating disorder. Her depression led her to not eat at all or to binge eat. He also didn't do any physical activity and spent a lot of time at home or watching Netflix. Her friends had started to distance themselves from her when she started acting strangely. His lack of support from friends during this difficult time was another contributing factor to his mental state. In addition to depression, she also lost faith in God. Blaming God for her grandmother's death and her grandfather's response took some of the burden off her shoulders. Her contempt for God and for her very existence made her sink even deeper into depression. Staying inside and isolating herself, her horrible thoughts began to consume her. His parents realized the horrible physical and mental situation he was in. They encouraged her to spend time outdoors and be around people, to keep her from getting lost in her thoughts. Her mother suggested that she try some kind of writing or art to show her true feelings, so Evelyn started painting. Her grandmother was a huge supporter of the arts, so Evelyn thought that if she started painting, she could do it