I understand that making mistakes in the area of ​​social service management and policing can be exciting, but at the same time it can be boring and monotonous with office work. I've spent so much time with Mary that it seems unreal to want to do those kinds of negotiations and then do hours of documentation every day. I would rather be the therapist who helps and educates clients than a paper pusher. It didn't seem like there would be the same gratification and rewards for me doing a management or policy making job, as there would be some form of direct service work with