I was on the computer impatiently waiting for a message from SaxMan, he was the bomb online. We always talked online for hours, he was the only guy I had feelings towards. He would never send me a photo of himself, but he wrote me a song and performed it for me via webcam, but made sure to never show up. Ding Ding! my computer alerted me that SaxMan had texted me back saying "hi beautiful, I just finished playing your song", I replied "ah! You know I fall asleep like this every night. Which was true, I dimmed the lights , I would play my song and fall into a deep, restful sleep,” I subtly hinted that I wanted to hear the song in person, I loved his personality, his saxophone music, it was romantic, but I had to make sure that was what it said to be, I really liked him and wanted to see him, so I texted Jeanie and we came up with a plan. I woke up early in the morning to go to school, had a light breakfast and tried on my dress for today. I also packed my running shoes, I had a big day ahead of me. I kissed my mom on the cheek and waved goodbye as she walked away. My first lesson was as boring as watching paint dry. As soon as the teacher dismissed us, I ran out of the classroom down the hall to Jeanie's locker. He had already called the school saying we had to have a doctor's appointment. We snuck out of the school grounds and caught a bus to Brophy, I needed to see JP, I was falling in love with him and I needed to see him. It was like scratching an itch and I couldn't help myself. The bus stopped, I quickly got off thanking the driver as I exited. I stopped outside a bakery, where apparently all the Brophy kids went to have lunch and chat. I saw a group of boys around sixteen years old, coming out of the bakery, with a juice... in the middle of a piece of paper... isn't that me?!" I feel bile in the bottom of my belly. My throat as I rush out. from there I see Butter walking away with his head down, 'he's finally hurt the way he hurt me.' At that very moment I saw on the big screen, Butter stuffing himself with food, everyone watched intently to see if he would follow As soon as Butter collapsed, everyone called 911 and was panicking, I was shocked, I was the reason. this "suicide attempt". I was waiting outside, I was anxious to see and I couldn't wait any longer, I hear a voice "He's ready." I walk in and see Butter lying on his bed looking quite shocked still the same guy I'm talking about I'm in love he just lied about his looks, he was insecure, but he started losing weight for me, after all he wrote me a song "Let's start over, hi I'm Anna" I said he replied "hi I'm Marshal but you can call me Burro."